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yoo~!...
im so lazy to post...
i juz noe im doin art every single day...
alot alot to draw!!!...
but lucky it bcm beta le...
ok lah...so lazy to blog...
bb!!!...
seriousli u totali sux alot...
iluvu
Ahlye!xD@ 30.10.09
Ahlye!xD@ 30.10.09
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today isnt a great day...
dun lyk it...
im worried of my temper...
1 month le...
ya n reali i decided to hide it...
hide tat past of us...
hide tat luv of us...
hide tat hapiness of us...
hide tat promises...
hide it deep inside my hart...
no use hanging on...
obviousli u hav gone...
ur lock had change...
i've lost de key...
i hope u can find a beta 1...
or treat de person u reali luv veri good...
lyk wat i hav said...
dun hurt ani gals animore...
kenneth teo jorkai n vivian lye peiyi...
dey had beautiful memories
hope u wont forget me...
hope u wil b safe...
i try my best to b thr when u nid me...
i reali luv u lots...
but im gona bury tis luv deep inside...
oni every 6th n 29th of de month i'll tink of u...
i promise myself tat...
me tinking of u is reali enough...
thx u gav me alot...though...nt wonderful 1...
iluvu
Ahlye!xD@ 30.10.09
Ahlye!xD@ 30.10.09
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so tired...
lazy post le...
i broke my promise to myself...
1 more day...tml...
1 month le...
reali no more chance...
dardar...hao xiang zai ting u zhe yang jiao wo...
hao lei...zhen de hao lei...
we are juz lyk strangers...
isit my fault?...
u duno ever tok to me le...
neva again...
haiz...yuan lai ai qing zhe me tong...
i tot it wud b easy to let go...
but...i dun even noe im i real or fake le...
kenn. we end le mah...
reali end le mah?...
u promised de everyting...
bcm broken promise le mah?...
u left...n...im lost...
iluvu
Ahlye!xD@ 28.10.09
Ahlye!xD@ 28.10.09
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yoyoyo!...
hahas doin wat?...
juz finish everyting...
so late...den blog...
anw today normal loh...
hmm everyting is fine...lazy...
after skol went home...
den go 768 again to print stuff...
den went back trace...
lim chua is so slow!...
n she make mess man!...
hahas...anw ok nth much lah...gtg bb!...
i miss u...but so?...
haiz...
suddenli juz duno how to face u...
iluvu
Ahlye!xD@ 28.10.09
Ahlye!xD@ 28.10.09
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hihi...
uh...im late today...
but lucky nt late for skol bah...
anw today had briefing for bridging...
seriousli i hate u man...stupid ti ko bei!
we didnt had ani studies for today...
oni maths bah...juz correction...
hmm ya so den after recess cip...
was told to clean de window...
our hands were so black!...
n ya clean table as well...
hahas lots of ppl's table had alot of vandalisation...
hard to clean...yufen's table too...
most shu fu de is lim chua de liao loh...hahas
no nid clean de...thx uh jieying for ur help...
n kexin n gals hehes...
n den checked out overall results...
hopefuli i passed everyting...*phews*...
juz hope nex yr N lvl can pass...
especiali my eng =,=|...
ya n so nth much...ran away frm ffc hahaha! lols...
on our way to amiraltry...
saw gina n all hahas...got a big shock by nickson roars!...
ok n den went to admiralty sen lim chua to her mrt n off home ^^
sec four E n five N are having O lvl nw...
wonder how r dey doin...jiayou!!!...
gtg c u again hehs...!...
haiz...tai tong ku le bah...
i wonder when wil i ever c me in ur eyes...
im stil wondering is ur msn writing abt us?...
but im always yi xiang qing yuan...
i new u dun luv me...but yet...
i duno...i reali hav to learn...
im trying hard...
days w/o u...can i reali b hapi?...
how long muz my tears fall till?...
piercing pain in hart reali is hard to cure...
teach me to stop...coz u neva wil come back to me...
baby i luv u...KTJ...
iluvu
Ahlye!xD@ 26.10.09
Ahlye!xD@ 26.10.09
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hey~!...
how hav ur been...
lols hahas watching a comic anime rite nw...
introduced by lim chua...
hahas its a great anime...
been watching it de whole afternn...
nth much to post anw gtg bb...
great lucks to o lvl peeps~!...
i dun hav de courage to ask u...
tho i duno r u refering to us...
but i stil hope u can b hapi...
we'll b seperate soon...
or shud say we had alrdy been seperated...
i guessed no more hopes for us animore le bah...
everyting is reali over...
de marriage u hav promised...
de hapiness u promised to giv me...
n alot more...everyting is reali over...
i duno y im i stil holding on to it...
one fine day...i promised...
i learned how to let u go...
i wan u by my side...
but its neva possible...
kenneth teo iluvu...
iluvu
Ahlye!xD@ 25.10.09
Ahlye!xD@ 25.10.09
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went shopping yesterday wif lim chua xD...
bot stuffs n hmm clothes?...
hahas went to AMK n dhoby ghaut...
those place are big man...
funi ting is we dun c ppl we noe in AMK n we c ppl we noe in Dhoby ghaut...
funi eh...o,O...anw today haiz...
gtg le bb...
ur msn isit written for me?...
im so curious...
will we get back?...
or no more for us le...
everyting ends thr...
tats it...no more of everyting...
is tat so?...
u rejected my patch n...
haiz...i duno wat more can i say...
i wish we could but...
sure alot of ppl wil reject...
i hope ...one day....
iluvu
Ahlye!xD@ 24.10.09
Ahlye!xD@ 24.10.09
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heyo~!..
im back...
bored uh...
1 more week to hol....
hmm stil got bridging !!!...
ok got de timetable stil ok lah...
hmm waoh nt bad nex wk everyday earli off skol...
hehes...thx to o lvl peeps xP...
anw great lucks to u guys!!! ^^
cheer up man joan...
n jieying...
today isnt great...hahas...
gtg bb!...
nw den i noe...
ur dun even noe me well...
i tot u noe...but...
haiz...duno hu can i turn to to tok...
how do u wan me to say i stil luv him to ur?...
i sure kena a big scolding...
but i cant control myself!...
wat to ur wan me to do?...
haiz...luvin him isnt great...
its so tiring...n wat he did today?!...
i'm confused by u...
wat exactly do u wan?...
iluvu n i duno how to nt luv u...
luvin u is lyk a sure in my life...
teach me how to stop...
joan says im faking all...
u tink i m?...
yeah im indeed hurt...
i didnt noe u wil felt tis way...
i tot u undedrstand me...but...
haiz...i duno how long can i stil stand all tis...
sori frenz...
iluvu
Ahlye!xD@ 22.10.09
Ahlye!xD@ 22.10.09
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hi~!...
went back to skol today...
got back quite alot of exam results...
except for science n humans...
others stil did quite well...
i passed my english!!!...beautiful...
and my maths...hahas...surprise...
but stil i hope my report book wil b beautiful too...
so worried tat i mite get ugly results...
n so after skol...stayed for awhile...
went to cwp wif mr n mrs lim n jean.
walk arnd had our lunch...
omg realise de couple leg wont feel tired...
me n jean walk til so tired liao...
ya n den went home n im bloggin here!...
ok lah nth much oso...
do ani1 hav thumbdrive to lend?!...
walking out of de skol together w/o u...
walking to admiralty thru de similar route we use to walk...
i recalled alot of tings...
de hapiness ; sadness;angryness n blissfulness...
everyting is gone...past...
walking wif dem w/o u...
felt de emptiness n "loneliness"...
frenz are by my side...
dey cheers me up...but some kind of...
loneliness cnt b help...im ssori...
im worried...im afraid he mite reali find u...
i duno wat wil happen if reali tat happens...
im scared...i dun wan u to get hurt...
im such a useless person...it pains...
even by tinking of how it will b...
tears juz cnt stop flowing...im afraid...
iluvu
Ahlye!xD@ 21.10.09
Ahlye!xD@ 21.10.09
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heyo!...xD
hahas im back again...everyday...
hahas anw so hapi!!!...
i bot my lurve punch hehes...
finali after 1 month xD...
anw for yesterday...haiyo my hp is off nah hehes...
but joan i got reply late hahas...
ok den look for dvd player tat jieying want...
but im stil searching...
anw juz nw went to cwp wif gina to pay our keyboard fee...
den went to walk arnd n suppose to go home n relax...
saw my sis at cwp den...
walk all de way frm cwp to my hse lift...
n suddenli pop out my elder sis in de lift cmin out...
n guess wat?!...she ask me accompany her go cwp...
=,= den went to take bus to cwp again...
waste my effort walking home...
hahas den went to find de dress she wants...
sad cnt find...den went to minitoons...
hehes bot my punch n den to courts...
say wan buy laptop...i tink buy a new com is beta!!!...
ok den walk to take bus back...
buy a black cloth for her D&D den waited for her bus i im home!!!...
finali...waha...on my air con...
n nw bloggin here...
im gona watch my goong again...the 8th im watching...
too nice to watch liao hahas...
ok tml skol again...bored!!!...
gtg miss u all guys ^^ c ur tml!!!
to u...i didnt noe...
u've change so turbo fast...
when i c it...i've got a great shock!...
i've been waiting for nth...
such a *******...
wat i can say is...
im blind to hav
fallen in luv wif u...haiz...
im stupid las tym...
tat i tot wud b gd to me...so damn stupid...
dun regreteveryting u do nw...
gals are nt toys...for u to play...
iluvu
Ahlye!xD@ 20.10.09
Ahlye!xD@ 20.10.09
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morning!...
duno for wat i wake up so earli x|...
anw wat comes arnd goes arnd...
u cant blame others for wat u have done to dem...
everyting is own fault...
sori guys...for my childish-ness...
i always say ppl...neva tot of myself...
when i did smting wrong i dun even noe...
n when i noe...its too late...
nth can b back lyk las tym...
wat to do?...往事只能回味
i can do nth to bu hui everyting...
on de outside dey r stil wif me...
but actuali dey had been drifted far away...
ur mite tot wateva i hav said is fake...
i duno...up to ur to blive...
i neva wil say tings tat isnt in my hart...
anw ok fine...im so bored!!!!!!!!!...hahas...
kill my boredom man!!!>,<...
a few days dwn...
we'llb seperate 4eva
im nt longing for it
i duno...i hav no feel tat
we will stil contact...
coz ya im nt de person
hu will take initiative to text
mayb a few months?...
i duno...tho i wanting to noe how u...
anw wat happen to ur i juz duno...
iluvu
Ahlye!xD@ 19.10.09
Ahlye!xD@ 19.10.09
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back again xD
so how life?...
uh im being bored...hahs...
woke up again at 11.30am...
ive been slpin til so late nowadays...
and again my ezlink card is lost...haiz...
bored hav to do it again...
so now wat...nth to do...juz had my lunch...
hmm...seriousli i got nth to post...
ah ya i juz finish listening to my grandma's story...
so im posting here...
watch a few show n thrs sm luv story...
anw gg back home today...
i wan my com to b fixed!!!...
boredom...ask me out man!...so sianz...xP
hahas ok im gona go...
ohya stop me frm eating man!...hahas bb
im glad u wear de shirt...
tho i duno is it true xP...
i tot u wud juz dump it aside...
but nvm i didnt wear mine...
coz im afraid i'll kip crying...
haiz c-ing de date on it...
haiz...i hope i can get over soon
i dun wan to hold on le...
but its juz too hard for me to put it dwn...
hard to buried it deep inside oso...
lyk wat passerby says...juz nid tym...
im juz confused why wud tis happen...
im i nt a good GF?...
thx uncle n aunty for ur care...
much misses
stay hapi always...
iluvu
Ahlye!xD@ 18.10.09
Ahlye!xD@ 18.10.09
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hey~...
everyday post oso duno 4wat...
hahas but at least leave my life memory
sm whr arnd here!~...
hahas anw...today woke up at 11.30 o,O...
so late...coz i slept late!...hahas...
anw come on...so bored...
by rite...tis tym im suppose to b......hahs...
nvm...往事只能回味...No UsE tInKiN sO mUcH oN iT...
so ya im at hougang rotting xP...
i wana play audi!!!...its been yrs since las touch...
due to dwn of my com. zZz...
playing GTA veri often lyk almost every hour of de day
influence by my sis loh...play til so fun...
ok getting shagg...tired-ness
ahh fine...find smting to entertain =,=
i'm so stupid to tot...
u wud cal or msg...
but hahs...im juz tinking too much...
往事只能回味...
i'm afraid hatred mite increase...
coz de more i tot of everyting...
i get more pain n hate...
but 往事只能回味
i wana leave it wif a hapi moment...
but u spoiled it...
everyting juz shatter after 74 days...
its juz 12 more days ahead...
n another 20 more days...
n 17 more days...
i tot i can celebrate ur bdae wif u...
u noted dwn ur bdae on my calender...
i dun ask u...
coz i guessed u had forgotten abt it...
u hav STM i cnt blame u...
but even if u dun note...i wont eva forget...
de plan i hav for ur bdae...
its gone le...neva wil hav...
juz hope ur bdae wil celebrate hapili...
tons of quest. but i wont eva ask...
p/s :i missed ur voice suddenli...
iluvu
Ahlye!xD@ 17.10.09
Ahlye!xD@ 17.10.09
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yoyoy!...
actuali tis post is for friday...
but its over 12am le...
hahas anw juz nw went to a small concert
performed by my twins cousin n students...
hahas was damn cute n funi...
nw...de main ting is...
me n sis...we went to take 291 thr...
as we were nt sure of de place...
we reach thr at 6.08pm n
guess wat...we reach de auditorium at 7pm =,=...
sm more is in de help of our big uncle hu brought us thr...
we were lost in tampines lols...
dun which direction zZz...
anw...walk til my leg blister so damn painful...
hmm fine...after concert...
we hav to look for de bus stop...
n waoh so far...
joke is we took de wrong side de bus n in de end...
stayed in de bus for 1 full round of de route...
we r lyk so tired!...
den stil hav to go take 72 to hougang...
in dat bus for lyk 1 hour~!...
at las...11pm finali reach...phews~...
ok nth much feel lyk slpin liao!...
hahas nth much bb!
tml is sat le...
haiz i hate every saturday...
i dun felt hapi >,<...
simply dun lyk tat kind of feeling...
rember we were las tym...
wateva de past...
往事只能回味...
juz a few more days...n we'll totali b off...
haiz i wonder how wud de days b...
i juz hope u wont regret wat u do...
go to de skol u wan...
b de person u r...
dun do wrongg tings again...
iluvu n tats my promise...
iluvu
Ahlye!xD@ 17.10.09
Ahlye!xD@ 17.10.09
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ghahahaahaas!!!...
finail EOY finish le!!!...
woohooo...hehs...study quite hard ley...
but results is bad =,=...
haven take back i jiu noe le...
hahas ok finali EOY art over!...
nw its N lvl art tym!!!...
stil deciding on wat topic to choose...
hmm ok hol. is cmin yeshyesh...
but we stil got bridging ah!!!...
o,O...hope it'll b fun...
thx encourager...
im being brave le!!!...
juz cnt forget hehs...
it'll b over soon...
coz nex yr wil b a busy yr
n we will nt b in same skol...
contacting...hahs depends bah...folo de flow...
get over it ASAP!!!...
no crying no missing no luvin xP...
iluvu
Ahlye!xD@ 15.10.09
Ahlye!xD@ 15.10.09
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yoyoyo!...hahas...
okai...today is stil ok?...
didnt hav ani dispute in de morning lah...x|
hahas had MT paper2 n 3 n eng. paper2
stil ok bah...but jieying n joan wan to defeat me ley!...
hahas we'll c...sianz i confirm lose out xP...
hahas 2 chinese pro ley...hahas...
hmm ok well...art is killer!!!...
totali die!...haven even do 2-5th board lah!!!...
roars...hahas joan is being haunt loh...by smbody
ok fine...stil waiting for tym to pass...hahas...
gtg bb!!!...
wheneva i c her i felt so guilty...im sori
tho im nt de 1 hu breaks dem up...
but partiali my fault bah...
u seems to change alot...
how u look,ur attitude...n......
nvm its gona b hol. we may mit each other lesser...
or even neva c u again...i'll miss de tym...
iluvu and tats a promise...
iluvu
Ahlye!xD@ 12.10.09
Ahlye!xD@ 12.10.09
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heyo~!...
hahas rite nw at hougang...
wah seriousli i admire me blogskin xP...
hahas lyk it so much...
hmm went to cut my hair...hahas...
nt much difference ley...
but i tink joan chua's has much more changes
looking forward to c her nex hairstyle...
hahas jieying dun jealous uh...i oso go miss u...
hahas hmm luv gals whum study together oso hahas...
ok im bored zZz...k lah dun crap liao bb~!...
wateva is past had alrdy gone...
its a little memories btween us...
i'll kip it as a great memory...
treat her well bah...treasure her...
dun eva spoil ur luv again...
mayb i wud stil cry...but...
i'll learn nt to...coz its too painful...
i wont regret breaking up le...
coz im lucky to hav broken up wif u...
iluvu
Ahlye!xD@ 11.10.09
Ahlye!xD@ 11.10.09
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second post for de day...
im juz too bored hahas...
hmm ok nickson ng ur spamming hoh...
sm more use other ppl name!...
kena red handed uh!...lols...
ok anw im so full today >,<...
hmm sianz lah hav to find way to get tat present liao...
by monday ley!!!...roars!...
hmm...ok i duno wat to do nw...zZz...
haiz even she stil cant get over him...
y r u so bastard?!...
such a stupid moron...lols...
u juz duno how to lock ur hart tight enough...
i'll c how long uh...if oni chiio buu can capture ur hart...
hahs...tat great bah juz bcareful...
iluvu
Ahlye!xD@ 10.10.09
Ahlye!xD@ 10.10.09
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heyo~!...
hahas i juz woke up o,O...so late loh...
nth to do after waking up ley...
nvm mumi today is off frm work...
but she's stil slpin lyk a pig xP...
coz yesterday she went to burn nite oil...
by playing majong!!!...lols...
hahas...seriousli im deciding to by de present seperately...
its far more beta lah hoh...ass...
boored...gona go hougang later...
mayb cutting my hair tml!!...ghahahaas...
gtg le hahas bb!...
y muz u hav to lie when u hav GF?...
u tink ppl r stupid n moron as u?
yaya u r obsessed wif her...hahas...
i'll c how long u can stay...n nt being hurt...
i wan u to get de feeling i hav tat u've given me man!...
de pain of luv...de pain of arrows piercing thru de hart...
but seriousli wheneva i c u moody or in pain...
haiz...it hurts more in my hart den urs...
fcuk tat!...luv isnt great..fcuk tat luv...
since 2ndmonth+2weeks...ur luv had been fading...
n changed to her...yeah she's a chiio buu...
no wonder...u r a hongster...n tat suit!...
haiz...its all my lost bah...i shud hav listen to comments...
iluvu
Ahlye!xD@ 10.10.09
Ahlye!xD@ 10.10.09
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yoyoyo!!!...i had de most 2 diff. paper today!!!...
chem n geog!!!...
lols...i didnt study much...
so i can guaranteed a fail!...
haiz...sian frm de top bcm las...=,=...
bored...nth to do nw...
waoh tok abt yesterday...
me joan n daniel went mac...
den study study shane came...after long tym...
yufen came n waoh oni for less den 15mins xP...
hahas ok nth much actuali...lols...
hmm den ya so hapi finali both alien sub. is over...
nw oni hav to bother abt art n phy. maths...
sian im rotting at home!!!...
go out oso duno go whr nth to do oso...
hahas kk anw im done...use tis laptop so sian...bb
i dun understand y im i crying everyday for u...
its so easy to let go i tot?...but y im i tinking every sec.
haiz fcuk it man...tat sick n pain feeling reali irritates me...
i reali dun eva wan tis kind of feeling...
if i noe tis i a short romance...reali shud hav reject...
but everyting is alrdy a past...no point regreting...
but i juz do regret...neva once i dun hav regrets...
always in my life...i hav regrets in everyting i do...
y is tis happening?...i always tink of de step dat i take...
but i always stil took de wrong step...
nah...im juz being a crazy gal tat luv u lyk hell...
ur bdae is round de corner...haiz its oso ur 1st month anni...
wat shal i do?...las tym is her nw is another her...
do u hav a hart?...y do flirter so flirt?...
lols...im...nth can describe...i dun wan de pain animore!!!!!!!!!
iluvu
Ahlye!xD@ 9.10.09
Ahlye!xD@ 9.10.09
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yo!...im back^^ hehs...
phew had MT paper1 n maths paper 1today...
hahas my maths hmm stil ok?...
noe how to do jiu ok liao lah xP...
hmm ok den MT paper was crapping all way...
but stil got logic lah...
finish my compo stil left sm paper...
so wahaha prof. vivian lye xP...hehs...
hmm so..i tink EOY art will fail...
coz of consec. absence of blabla...
ok den im stil stuck at 2nd board n im getting slack...
haiz...sianz sia reali duno wat to do...
went mac studied today...
chem is reali n totali a killer...
wat is tis?!...
ok fine...wanted to study geog but oso cnt...
aiya so sianz...zZz...
im sori jellyfish...didnt meant tat...
i cried on my way home...
it remind me of him by doing tis...
everytym wheneva u came into mac...
my mood for study totali gone...i duno y...
its too diff. for me to let go...
it seems oni 2 months of feeling...
but wat buried inside had alrdy been a year plus...
when tat tym i alrdy decided to let go of u...
u brought it up again...i regret accepting...
i shud hav known u more b4 start of everyting...
de pain stil cant go away...it's deepli hurts...pain...sharp slashes...
1 more day...n i'll wont eva disturb u eva again...
i'll try my best to do it...i sure i can...
iluvu
Ahlye!xD@ 8.10.09
Ahlye!xD@ 8.10.09
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heyo~!...hmm today was raining in de morning!...
sian bored!...hahs...nth much though...
ray chua is nt here again...
today was doin SS all de way...
so diff. man!...
haiz y do ppl hav exams?...zZz...
hahs but try to do de best!...
hmm waoh i realise ppl is unreasonable loh...
i juz duno y...hahs...barbarians
ok not crapping animore hav to study liao!...bb c u!
seriousli i duno wat u're tinking...
6th of oct. fcuk today man!...
ya it signifi. nth to u animore...
obviousli lah nw is 3rd of every month liao mah...
im nt being weird...is juz...
i duno wat to say...
pls dun phone ur gal infrnt of me...
to u of coz its nth...but haiz...
lucky i can hold back my tears n walk away...
coz i neva wana cry in frnt of u...
neva eva again...
i learn smting alrdy...and its a lesson...
yesh im GuaiLan to u n i admit it...
coz u giv me tis kind of att. so do i...
i duno y wil i...but
n by staying away frm me...
u wil juz worsen tings...but up to u...
its ur leg...ur body...i cant do aniting...
juz a little more of accompany...
n i'll leave ya alone...
i juz nid u to wash away our tat kind of past...
to clear every single tings in my mind...
im nt tat thick skin to stick to u ok...
but if u reali dun wan tel me lah...
its juz a matter of tym...
i neva knew u wud hav another gal so fast...
its to fast...turbo fast for me to adapt...
i.....mayb bcoz im dragging u...
if nt lot more beta gals u wil b happier...
i hope tym heals...
iluvu
Ahlye!xD@ 6.10.09
Ahlye!xD@ 6.10.09
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morning!...oops nite i mean...
hahas alittle lame...
come its a start ley =,=...wateva...
went to skol as usual...
ok fine today mdm ng cried 2 tyms haiz...
juz bcoz of our racism n wateva stuff...
seriousli i duno hu wil c...
but hey 3N2 peeps dun always make cher's cry...
ok anw tody isnt ani good day...
but ray chua nt here...quite enjoy xP...
but exam le!!!..die...
hahas stil struggling...
ok had a little dispute wif jieying...
stupid ss giv us so late...=,=...
ok roughly nth much oso...
hmm went to study today oso...
BUT...i hav no mood!!!...cnt absorb!...sian...
shane today las day cm out le...
hmm yufen went off 1st...
den left us...so yeah we left awhile after...
jellyfish o,O...hehs...
hope nobody see wat in mac today...br>hahs...duno y mayb couples do let me recal...
but i hav to learn to stop luvin u...
coz ur hart had alrdy gone...to another place...
though u wont say...but its obvious...
making tis move bcoz...u may felt bad if its u whom make tis move...
so...hahs...regrets is confirm will but slowly it takes tym...
u rejected n bcoz of her...ya i noe...im bored...
n seriousli i dun suits u...actuali shud hav listen to others...
u r too good for me...over good i dun deserve to...
shud say sad bah...haiz...joan i didnt meant it...
coz las tym use to b de 4 of us or 5-6...but nw...
de hapiness is gone 4eva...endure de pain...
tml wont b a great day either...
since 3rd is ur anni...hahs hope u'll b hapi...im lame i noe...
bb c ya.......
iluvu
Ahlye!xD@ 5.10.09
Ahlye!xD@ 5.10.09
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i'll juz hav to blame myself...
hahs...
i dun wana play candles animore...
its de 1st tym i...haiz......
tat tym i shudnt hav...
took a step tat is wrong...
n nw regret...useless!...
be hapi n dun b hurt...
i wil learn to let go...
ASAP...coz its too pain...
anw blame is all myself for it...
i shud hav listen to my mumi...n frenz...
if i were u...
i sure treasure her...
dun breaks anibody hart le...
u let me feel wat is hapiness...
thx...i'll kip it deep inside...
ok!...lame vivian lye is back~!!! ghahahaahaas xP...
dun blame my blog for being boring...
coz im a boring person...
tats y he leaves...haiz...
LOLS!!!!!...
de las painful romance...
c u soon~!!!!!!!
iluvu
Ahlye!xD@ 4.10.09
Ahlye!xD@ 4.10.09
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im bored nw!!!...
so damn bored...
whr r u?...
neva reply de...haiz....
im waiting lyk so long
today had CIP
at republic poly...
get to noe a gal name qinyi...
she's a "boy" looking...
but i dun tink she lyk it...
she's a quiet gal...
thrs others oso but oso quiet...
1 guy made de ldr so busy =,=
jieying ah...dun tink too much...
i admit i did tot u wrong...
but tot thru...
at 1st u oso duno mah...
cnt b blame oso...
everyting wil b fine de...
bored...i wana go de but...
haiz stupid CIP...
if nt today wil b diff. le...
iluvu
Ahlye!xD@ 3.10.09
Ahlye!xD@ 3.10.09
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de 4th day le...she's stil trying to get use...
neva knew it wud b so diff...though...
seems tat everyting stays de same on de outside...
but everyting changed in de inside...
reali did regret...
mayb at las its shud b tis way...
every little ting reminds her of everyting...
chen xinyi took 2years for him to come back...
but for her is gone 4eva...
nex yr he'll b leaving...n contacting wil totali b gone...
every min every sec....stil hope he will b thr for her...
its all wishful tinkings...wat to do?...
she got advise frm dem...but always hard for her to do it...
dat piercing feeling is stil in her hart every min...
true smiles n laughter...when can it appear again
soon u'll b havin another 1...can she take it?
she's stil having difficulties to admit tat wat she hav said reali cm true...
every glance of her's to u...tat quest. always appear...
always trying to resist herself frm asking tat quest....haiz
n nw finali u wud blurt out everyting ...
everying tats true frm ur hart...tat u kip it since las tym...
feel more relax le bah...since u hav alrdy get used to it even b4 de 3rd month...
when can de pain stop?...its sat. tml...
for nw...every sat. is a torture unless...
she dissappoint dem so much...but she cant do aniting oni to say sori...
pain...seriousli taking over her...every sec...
u promise de u neva fulfil it...can it b fulfiled?...nah...
nw den she noe...fen shou le cai shi zui tong ku de...
u wil neva contact her le...neva eva......
when can she finali let go ...
n let her las tear to fall n smile again...
i cant stop myself frm luvin u...
iluvu101%
iluvu
Ahlye!xD@ 2.10.09
Ahlye!xD@ 2.10.09
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