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~这辈子只想好好爱你，陪着你。。。
只要你开心快乐就好！！！
i guess she is de 1st person whom get tis sentence bah
or mayb she is de 1 whom get de most true n real word frm u
why do i stil cry so badly over u
despite de time tat i have taken to try my best to forget u
no matter how.
i dun lyk tat kind of feeling inside me when i c those words
i wan a normal reaction but why does my hart always cnt do so
why does it always feels so sour and pain
how long do i nid. how long muz i take?
pls let me forget u...
do u noe. smtyms,no matter how hard
i tink of de negative side,
no matter how much i tel myself all are lies
no matter how much i stop my tears
i juz cnt stop. cant believe tat its gone.
but its indeed gone...for so long........
ilu...
iluvu
Ahlye!xD@ 28.2.10
Ahlye!xD@ 28.2.10
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why my hart feeling so heavy.
why after so long u online again.
why after so long u stil make my hart sink
why after so long i stil cry over u
why after so long all the past is stil inside me
why after so long my mind is stil not clear
why muz folo my hart instead of my mind
why cant i control myself,my tears
how long muz i take to forget u?
tel me.
why cant i juz forget u
why i juz cant let go of u
why muz i try so hard but yet i cant forget.
why muz i try so hard to wipe away my tears
why muz i try so hard to clear tat memory
why muz i stil holding on to tat little hope
telling myself to forget u
telling myself to erase tat away
telling myself u r gone
telling myself u will neva be back
telling myself im hate-ed by u
telling myself all the promise had gone dwn to drain
by telling myself so mani tings i juz cnt forget u
i've been doing my best to live as hapi as i can.
but...problems had been coming after me.
no matter its family fren or relation.
i tink i can hold on. pls let me go on.
its juz no matter how hard i try.
memory are memory it cnt b erased.
iluvu
Ahlye!xD@ 24.2.10
Ahlye!xD@ 24.2.10
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whywhywhy????
do humans hav so mani problems?
hmm wats de matter wif living hapili
is there aniting wrong?
why muz my life being disturbed?
hmm or did i disturb too mani ppl's life?
i cant face to face tok wif properly.
i'm sori tis is wat i can say
i cant face a person whom is so...wateva
i alrdy prepared to face de worst.
now i juz hav to decide hu to b wif and hu to help.
a true feeling is when ppl felt tat its true ^^
no use covering...coz it wil b easily b spotted.
i go 1st le! common test is nex wk. will not b oning line til long.
bye~!
iluvu
Ahlye!xD@ 20.2.10
Ahlye!xD@ 20.2.10
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ohaiyo~!
lets c...guess ppl are busy-ing getting and giving angbaos! hahas
hmm not reali in new yr mood coz lyk so sianz.
hahas on new yr eve was lyk...
realised every year's reunion dinner is getting worst including tis year's
and den on 1st day of CNY went to bai nian yaya and stuffs.
den went back home damn earli.co didnt visit some relatives.
and 2nd day of CNY went to my 6th grand aunt hse for visiting and celebrating.
hahas was fun but oh ya realise ppl do change alot.yeah~
all was bcoming more and more mature.
hahas and today 3rd day of CNY at home cook steamboat!!!hehes
and indeed always new year, my pounds will sure go up.
hahas but i'll make sure it go dwn after CNY...if not i'll cry ! T,T hehs
tml have to go skol again!*bored*but stil ok lah can hav fun.
and ok lah. nth much to post. so ya byebye~!
ohya~!i'll make sure next year CNY will b much fun!!!
ton in de nite hahas! lols xP
lets c...guess ppl are busy-ing getting and giving angbaos! hahas
hmm not reali in new yr mood coz lyk so sianz.
hahas on new yr eve was lyk...
realised every year's reunion dinner is getting worst including tis year's
and den on 1st day of CNY went to bai nian yaya and stuffs.
den went back home damn earli.co didnt visit some relatives.
and 2nd day of CNY went to my 6th grand aunt hse for visiting and celebrating.
hahas was fun but oh ya realise ppl do change alot.yeah~
all was bcoming more and more mature.
hahas and today 3rd day of CNY at home cook steamboat!!!hehes
and indeed always new year, my pounds will sure go up.
hahas but i'll make sure it go dwn after CNY...if not i'll cry ! T,T hehs
tml have to go skol again!*bored*but stil ok lah can hav fun.
and ok lah. nth much to post. so ya byebye~!
ohya~!i'll make sure next year CNY will b much fun!!!
ton in de nite hahas! lols xP
iluvu
Ahlye!xD@ 16.2.10
Ahlye!xD@ 16.2.10
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yoyoyo~!!!!!
HAPI NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahas and to all couples and frenz,
a GRAT HAPI VALENTINE To YOUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
woot woot!!!!gogogo!!!!!!!!!Ang baos~!!!!!!!!!!!!*hehs*
iluvu
Ahlye!xD@ 13.2.10
Ahlye!xD@ 13.2.10
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soooo fed up wif my internet!!!!
zZz...so slow!!!...why?!!?!?!
bored ley. upload ting oso difficult.
anw today had class cheer whole day
finali! we didnt embarass ourself today on de stage.
hahas yesh! we did it! 4N2~!
finali...anw didnt won but stil we did it! wif effort.
hahas hope it wil b beta.
and after cheer went back home.
saw nickson and sandra at de bus stop oso.
omg came my hse. use my laptop.
and we did stupid & nonsensical web-camwhore.lols!
photos is at FB if i manage to upload all of it.
and went out at 3.30pm mit mum.
went to heartland mall. damn bored but i bot smting.
and den came back home. rite now using lappy.
internet load faster~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
iluvu
Ahlye!xD@ 13.2.10
Ahlye!xD@ 13.2.10
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ohaiyo~!
hahas! im waiting for chinese new year to come!
it's oni 3 days away oohuuu. not bad~!
hahas but sadly after CNY got Common test!!!
stupid~!!!
hahas enjoy~~!!!!!!!!!!
colourful ley~
Ryeo wook~!
she pain tink i not pain?
we are tots sharing buddies for so long
now tis ting happened.
i duno wat more i shud do.
wat i wanted to say i alrdy did.
she wans to b wif u.
you beta treat her damn bloody well.
im afraid i mite leave.i hope i wont.
iluvu
Ahlye!xD@ 11.2.10
Ahlye!xD@ 11.2.10
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sooooo tired of life~...
zZz...juz wanting to stay hapi.
oni hope for tis.
alrdy tis year is not a great year.
im trying to kip myself hapi~!
iluvu
Ahlye!xD@ 9.2.10
Ahlye!xD@ 9.2.10
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seriousli...6th of de month is freaking me out!
juz reali hope every month of tat day will juz disappear
neva one tym of tat day in tat month i can hav peace.
yesterday it happens again!
out of no whr suddenli juz pop out.
ya was shocked to see his fren over thr.neva noe he wud b thr.
alrdy settled my feelings yesterday to not b bothered by de date.
but why?...muz i c him thr. and wif...............
alrite. i reali hav nth to say. and again in public in so mani ppl. i'm juz lyk a fool
and again my sis saw drops of water again.
why?...infrnt of her?...infrnt of so mani ppl.
in a split second oni when i saw him walk pass me.
de water juz dripped...funi lah...wats wrong wif me?
i juz shud hav stared at him wif a fcuking face rite?!...
my sis asked me. why didnt he die...HAHAS~!
i told her, "becoz always de good ppl wil be suffering, bad ppl will always stay happily"
tis is true wat. why muz i b in such pain? when sm1 can be so hapi wif her?
u noe tat i didnt wan to c u...yet u walk here and thr behind me rite behind me!WTF!
if im brave & evil enough i shud hav juz turn ,slap and go...tat wud b so wonderful~
tired of it le. juz forget...why is forgetting a person so freaking difficult?
so fast, four months past...its been so long...
so much tings change for him. but why did i stay in de same place?
tis is all retribution of wat i've did.
nvm continue tis kind of pain. i've get use alrdy......
tired of every1.....
iluvu
Ahlye!xD@ 7.2.10
Ahlye!xD@ 7.2.10
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Problem ProBlem PROBLEM!!!
i hate problem!!!
and i lyk to cre8 prob...
lols!!!
i tink...slowly...
the luv fades...bcoz...
i'm luving a person who is hating ...
me soooooo muchhh to de coreeeeeeeeee ^^
The Person Tat i Luv-ed For
hate-ed me so soooooo damnnn longggggg
yettt i luvvvv himmmm blindlyyy for soooo freakinggg longggg
iluvu
Ahlye!xD@ 5.2.10
Ahlye!xD@ 5.2.10
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if your hate me pls tel me!
i rather noe it and not after caring ur for so long...
and noe it frm other ppl's mouth...
tis post is demoralising myself...but to tel u...I DUN CARE!
imma bitch i admit...
your will hate me...dun be a fren of mine.
u'll regret...im a person whom deserve a harsh bang and juz die...
wat i did was totali a bitchy act.i'm juz so fake as others.
i hurt a person hu cared and helped me.
i hurt a person in a way tat no body can take it.
i'm de 1 at fault.i dun seek for forgivness. coz it so bitch.
wat i've did...reali inhuman...why did i do tat...ya why?!...
it 's juz a retribution lah.
u noe wats de feeling of being hate by some1 u luv?
luv-ed him for so long...cared for dem for so long...
until now den i noe...dey hate me for so long!
irony isnt it!...its juz retribution for doin such a ting...
always wondering how are dey...hav dey been well lately...
and after noe-ing dey hate me to de core...
my hart frm pieces into dust. tis hart juz suddenly disappear and kills me in mid sec.
totali crushed. in to pieces and slowly into dust....
i wonder why did i luv a person who hates me?! and i didnt even noe.
why do i care for those person who hates me n i didnt even noe.
why muz i suffer so much for those ppl whom hate me to de core.
freaking fuckers and fakers.including myself.
i juz wana noe de truth...pls dun hide frm me...
wateva even if u noe i wil cry i wil sad pls tel me...
you noe after so long...when i heard it.
i juz wish i cud jump out of de window rite beside me.
and juz die frm thr....
ya tis is my retribution for doin such tings to a person whom helped me
im juz a bitch who wil hurt ppl feelings. stab ppl hart.spoil ppl's relationship.
i dun mind being looked dwn. and i dun care. even if ani skolmates noe abt wat ting tat is untrue...
how dey look at me?...i dun care. dun bother for tings tat u didnt do.
smtyms tings are beta to b left unsaid. but smtyms tings are beta to b clearly made.
dun cheat a person feeling who cared for you so much.
vivian lye juz go and die...dun u noe how much ppl wan u to get out of deir life?
dun u noe how much ppl dun wish to c u...
i'm a "great" person in de outside...but im fucking evil inside.
dun judge a person by wat u see outside.
and...i hate u...i hate dem...i hate him...i hate all of u!!!!!!!!!!!!
especiali myself!!!!!!!!l...imma bitch.
after c-ing tis post leave me for all u wan...
coz my life is alrdy in a mess...
i juz cant forgiv myself. hahas! i'm a faker yeah~
iluvu
Ahlye!xD@ 3.2.10
Ahlye!xD@ 3.2.10
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