im disappointed in myself...
totali dwn...y im i so useless?...
no matter of wat tings i've done...
it juz all sux...
in skol...tho im stil ok wif my work...
but y do i always feel so...
my band buddies...
i shudnt hav been so hartless...
i reali dislyk myself for being lidat...
i felt so strangers...
i tried to blend but...i juz cnt...
i luv all my frenz but i duno how...
how to express it...
no matter how...im juz being unfair...
mayb i did say nasty ting...but...
totali a unknown place to me...
n so wat if i bcomes a leader...
juz dun feel my existence for long...
thx for tat short moment ur care...
i duno...mayb bcoz of diff. streams...i felt out...
in my famili...
nw juz feeling more n more +...
yep mayb im at fault...
i felt all ur care...but...mayb i juz nid more...
and relationship...yesh i said i dun luv him...
but deep dwn...everytym
no matter whr...
especiali places we had been 2gether...
i cnt stop tinking of him being thr...
las yr...most n best memories...
of coz i did felt bad at tat tym...but...
n tis yr...tho its shortly 2 nearli 3 months...
its de 1st tym...i felt tis kind of...luv...
can say im noob...coz its 1st tym...
yeah~ 1st tym is nth to some...
but to me...its a deep scar...
i juz dun lyk tat feeling of mine...
dun lyk tat mind of mine...
tat tinking of mine...
every min. sec. milisec.
its u...mayb for a few moments its other...
but everyting u...
tat past luv...
tat past warmth...i cnt forget...
i dun wan to leave...i hate tat...
i told myself u arent worth...
u told me tat too...ppl told me tat too...
but no matter how much negative tings i heard frm other...
i cnt let go...when i noe u're dwn...
hen bu de im by ur side...
even when i noe u wil hav negative comments...
dun wana c u cry animore...
u came into my life...
with my permission...
but nw u r leaving without notice...
or short notices...haiz...
i duno wat more i can do...
smtyms reali feel lyk brking dwn...
but i cnt...wat i can promise is to wait...
i'll wait for tat day...wheneva or moreva...
i wil wait for u...bcoz iluvu...

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